need your prayers, am very discouraged living in a big city, considering suicide

[beezlebob]

  I remarried about eight years ago, and after living in the highlonesome, moved down in the desert in a big city. I hate it here, noisey, rude people, crowded etc. I was going to bring my little camp trailer down and do some camping, but found out it's illegal to park a trailer in my driveway. So, I spent a bunch of money on a nice tent and related gear, then drove out to a nice campground by a river, lots of trees, nice place, only to find out camping was shut down for the winter. Everything I like to do is illegal here, I'm really down and discouraged, no choice but to stay here now.  I think it's about time to pull the plug and get out.
  Would appreciate prayers to help me out and boost my feelings. Thanks follks.

                   Skunkhollow

[pilgrim]

     Prayers up from here,     and also praying you seek  help for the Depression.


         

[bmtshooter]

Prayers up for you from here.  I always considered suicide as a permanent solution to a temporary problem.  Hang in there my friend.  There are good folks right where you are.

[crazell]

Prayers up.

[beowulf]

stick it out , things will get better eventually . I lost everything I had about three years back . still have`nt fully recovered but I`ll be damned if I`m letting the bungholes of the world win ! get yourself some help with the depression , and just dont give up . pretty sure you`ve got the prayers and best wishes of everyone on this site !

[gunmaker]

The city is a bad place, but it's what you make it---somewhat. Get yourself a good map and look for camp spots in National forest, better'n a campground no loud partys in middle nite.  Talk to someone friend, we rootin for ya.    Tom

[punjab]

What everyone else has said.Why not look for a muzzleloading club nearby and attend their doins that way you would meet some people with similar interests.I am assuming you are into muzzleloading since you posted on here.

[mtnmike]

You just have to find YOUR space,breathe the fresh air pilgrim,it'll do you good.  Prayers up for you

[Hawken50]

   Brother ,prayers up from here.Life is just life. Find a way to change it. We all have our down times. I hope by pullin the plug you mean moving and finding a better life and not meaning suicide. If thats the case seek some help pard. Aint nuthin worth that.

[Watauga]

Prayers on the way..

[redhawk]

My prayers go up for you my friend! 

[Hanshi]

Don't jump the twang, my brother.  I have been dealing with depression since my early adolescence.  I've been where you are now.  I found help; it took a few years and a drug change but I am a survivor.  I can't emphasize the importance of finding help.  It still scares me to remember what I was ready to do.  The alternative is much too permanent.

[ArchieR]

Praying for you Beezle. We're thinking of you.



Rich

[DaveHawk]

Prayers for you, I  hope your weathering this out.

[William]

What everyone else has said.Why not look for a muzzleloading club nearby and attend their doins that way you would meet some people with similar interests.I am assuming you are into muzzleloading since you posted on here.

Good advice and something that I've taken to heart myself.  You've taken a vital first step by joining us here at TMotC.  That in itself is a good-faith offer of friendship and something that most if not all the members here consider themselves as such; friends.  I appreciated the friendships and support I've gained here on this forum over the years but nevermore so until December 13, 2013; the day I woke up from a coma after suffering a catastrophic illness.  I got my brother to bring my laptop to the hospital a few days later and then used my new Christmas present, a Kindle, to get online and post an update along with a prayer request here.  I can tell you from firsthand experience that when the folks here say that they will keep you in their thoughts and prayers, they mean it! I needed hope, support and most of all friends outside of my immediate family in order to pull through my ordeal, which continues to this day.  I strongly encourage you to do the same.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.

William